sorry!

i haven't been blogging in a while.. i haven come on here to write something.. i never could.. lately i have been losing everything, i lost someone i cared about so much, he thinks i never cared! i still love him till this day, & i finally told him last night.. didn't go over well.. but atleast he knows now; i feel kinda bad cause' i know he didn't want to know.. i could have sat here and held them back till they went away (that's if they did, i don't think they would have) but, he asked me.. the only thing that makes me feel better is tumblr & my friends.. i try and try to do more with my self; i just feel lost and empty. i'm sorry about a depressing blog.. i just needed to vent y'know ? i'll make another blog soon i hope.