i'm yours, your mine.

hey, sorry readers that i haven't blogged in abit, lol.. i have been busy with my parents, cleaning, cutting and stacking wood .. hahah, school is getting harder and i can't fucking handle it.. i'm gonna like freak!! soo.. another reason i haven't blogged lately, is because something good has finally come to me, and it's a great feeling.. and i have been following it..

so, there is this boy.. that has a great personality, funny, sweet, romantic, good looking and has everything that i need.. but, the only problem is the age difference! but, to me age shouldn't matter if you are happy, if your happy with that person it shouldn't matter on how old they are. because, have you ever sat down and thought; ohhh, maybe just maybe this is the "one" or is there really a one.. you will never really know.

soo, this is me. trying to write down my pros and cons about me liking him.. but soo far i have one con.. and that is the age difference? like why does that even matter, why is that even stopping me.. it shouldn't what soo ever. but, what if i give him a chance and he is great, and what i need ? i really like sam, but what if i hurt him ? i don't want to do that.. what if i actually end up loving him ? soo, many questions and noo answers.

today; i have saw him.. and everything changed! i haven't been this happy in soo long, he can make me smile with out trying, makes me happy, and i love that we have this little weirdness thing together.. like, no matter how weird either one of us are.. we don't getting ashamed about it, or act like "wtf", this boy is amazing.. and i'm scared.. i'm scared feelings are gonna get really strong between us. but, i'm glad that i'm his and he's mine, <3

i truly believe that he is the best thing for me right now, nothing is going to stand in my way or screw with us.. and nothing can make me change my mind about him or leave him.. because, right now he is what i want and i can't leave this feeling right now. and i truly hope, that he feels the way about me that he says he doesn't.

have a good night all you blogger's and readers :)