lately..

so, lately everything has been so weird. i feels like i'm walking through my life like a zombie, i'm not sure what to do anymore... in the pass week or so i haven't been sleeping, and when i do finally fall asleep it's like things that have happened to me in the past come so real in my dreams, so i get scared and wake up, and i think my mind get's scared to go to bed again... so i don't fall asleep. last week- 7 or 8 hours, weekend- 2 or 4 hours, so far this week- 3... my sleep seems t be getting shorter and shorter, i'm not use how to handle this because i have never had this happen to me before. i have told my mom, my sister and adam. btw, Adam is my boyfriend. i haven't gotten around to blogging about him, because i have been really busy sorry. if yo have anything that can help me get through this, please leave a comment. i would really like some input.