i'm yours, your mine.

hey, sorry readers that i haven't blogged in abit, lol.. i have been busy with my parents, cleaning, cutting and stacking wood .. hahah, school is getting harder and i can't fucking handle it.. i'm gonna like freak!! soo.. another reason i haven't blogged lately, is because something good has finally come to me, and it's a great feeling.. and i have been following it..

so, there is this boy.. that has a great personality, funny, sweet, romantic, good looking and has everything that i need.. but, the only problem is the age difference! but, to me age shouldn't matter if you are happy, if your happy with that person it shouldn't matter on how old they are. because, have you ever sat down and thought; ohhh, maybe just maybe this is the "one" or is there really a one.. you will never really know.

soo, this is me. trying to write down my pros and cons about me liking him.. but soo far i have one con.. and that is the age difference? like why does that even matter, why is that even stopping me.. it shouldn't what soo ever. but, what if i give him a chance and he is great, and what i need ? i really like sam, but what if i hurt him ? i don't want to do that.. what if i actually end up loving him ? soo, many questions and noo answers.

today; i have saw him.. and everything changed! i haven't been this happy in soo long, he can make me smile with out trying, makes me happy, and i love that we have this little weirdness thing together.. like, no matter how weird either one of us are.. we don't getting ashamed about it, or act like "wtf", this boy is amazing.. and i'm scared.. i'm scared feelings are gonna get really strong between us. but, i'm glad that i'm his and he's mine, <3

i truly believe that he is the best thing for me right now, nothing is going to stand in my way or screw with us.. and nothing can make me change my mind about him or leave him.. because, right now he is what i want and i can't leave this feeling right now. and i truly hope, that he feels the way about me that he says he doesn't.

have a good night all you blogger's and readers :)

my bad, forgive me?

hey sorry guys, i have been busy with school, and i had the stomach flu soo i chouldn't really move.. i wish i could have blogged well i was sick, i just wasn't in the mood.. i'm still kinda sick, but i really just felt like i owned it to you guy to blog lol so it's sunday night, that means i'm watching teletoon at night, with FRED! it's a new espoised of the dating guy, and i'm just can't wait to see it, it's like my favorite adult cartoon show! you guy's should turn into teletoon at night, and listen to the funny things that Fred say! hahah he said this "it's almost v-day, so maybe we can makeout" - Fred it was soo funny, because he's on the t.v and i'm here! damns, lol

but, here's the thing.. i hate my one class, it sucks, it's boring, it's hard and i don't like who i sit with.. i don't know him and he always stares at me! i hate it.. i thought i would have liked the class because, it's on the evoriament.. but, i don't like it what soo ever! i would half to say my favorite class is music :) it's fun, great and i love the people in it! So, on friday i went to the dance, it was soooo much fun! i danced all night, and now my legs still effing hurt :( but, i got to dance with the guy i like, and hangout with the other guy i like.. but the only thing that Sucked about B(the intical of one of the guy i like) is that, he really likes this girl.. and he made out with her right infront of me.. it sucked asscheeks :( but, i got to learn ever though i like a guy i can't always have him..

but, now that i'm just trying to get J.. i don't think it is going to work.. he's keep throwing mixed signles and i'm fed up with it! but, other then that.. i have nothing to do night, and might blog about Taylor (my bestfriend) or the show, The Dating guy :) soo, keep looking in tonight to see if i shall blog again!
but i PROMISE I WILL BLOG EVERYDAY THIS WEEK i feel soo bad for not blogging at all! i hate that, but, i'll keep you guy's posted about stuff k :) have fun, i shall ttyl all you blogger's and readers<3

first week.

it was my first week of a new sem, it was a good week. but, yes it had it up's and down's! i like all my classes, i did have cooking, but i had to drop it for a evromental course i need that shit for unvi. and college lol it's a pretty hard course but atleast the teacher is easy going! he's great, lol i love having the same Science class as my bestfriend... man, i don't know what to do to with her; i never get to hangout just her and I anymore, he boytoy is always there.. he's like gum on her effing shoe! no matter how hard you try to scrum it off, it doesn't go away! hahaha she tried talking to him, and he doesn't care.. it's like he doesn't care if she loses more friends over her.. because, that's pretty much going to happen and it's effed.. oh well, i'm going to blog about her soon! there are soo many great story i have to tell about us! i love that bitch! <3
but, back to school.. today is friday and i hope it's a good day.. Taylor is in a bad mood already, and i'm in the greatest mood i have been in, in weeks! i just love that everything is finally going well in life.. but, it's 8:25 i still go to brush my teeth and get money lol i shall blog tonight about friday! and let's hope my friday goes as plan! i might be babysitting with a very cute boy <3 ahhhh, i just got to wait for is dad to say yes or no! lol but, i promise i will blog tomorrow, saturday and sunday(TELETOON AT NIGHT!!! FEARLESS FRED<3) ! i will not forget about all you blogger's and readers :) have a very good day blogger's and reader's!