dear Fearless Fred,

i watch teletoon everynight, i love it on sundays though! you make my sunday every night, you are the one person i want to meet in life! you make life just dandy, your funner then asscheeks, i go on at teletoon at night to see if you posted something new, i have followed you on twitter and i even posted you on my tumblr page! also, thank you for showing me the dating guy, favorite show ever it's life! i could go on and on forever. But, i know you may never read my blog and that's not good at all.. i will try my best to get you too. your great, and i love your personalitly you not scared to be your self, and your tattoos are damn all great! what makes you like comics ? how did you know being the guy are is what you wanted to do for work ? i have soo many things i want to ask you, i don't even know where to start.. if you ever read this blog, i would really hope you blog me back or atleast follow me on blogspot. because o have you even read my blog makes my life, you are the best Fred, i hope you never change being the funny, charming, good looking, outgoing, nerdy, and all togethet just great guy that you are.
i'm hoping to make another blog about you sometime soon.

and plus; i have been trying to write this blog for 2 day's now and i have finally come around to atleast getting some of my thoughts out. ahahahah

from your, best fan! <3

school..

blah, school starts tomorrow.. i have had a lovely week off, thanks to exam week, my sleep as been effed with, it's 12:53 and i'm not tired what so ever, if this was two weeks ago.. i would have been pass out by now.. but no! DAMN YOU EXAM WEEK! but, the point is.. i start new classes tomorrow, so i now have different teachers and i'm not happy about it at all.. i hate when i get different teachers!!! now i have a hole alot of getting used to.. but, i'm happy about my 3 of my classes being on the same floor.. science, music and cooking.. so, it's easy to get to my locker.. but harder to hide from teachers and terri is i skip lol but, i really never skip! but, i have one class up stairs in the art hallway, and i have never had this teacher before.. everyone said she is a fucking bitch and half.. let's hope they were just on her bad side.. because, i love english class and i don't want to end up hating it because, of some broad! but.. there has been some changes to my everyday life now.. i haven't really talked about it much, that's saved for another time.. and another blog.. it's time for me to go now.. i need to try and get some sleep so i actually get up for school in time.. i need to look good for someone hahahhahah what a joke! have a good night, all you late night bloggers

dear him,

you are not who you used to be, things are different and i have changed. I gave everything to you, you didn't want what i had to offer.. i'm sorry but i have gave up, i will always love you. I need to move on and get out of this rut. i can't sit here and be sad anymore, need you anymore and love you anymore. I'm sorry, but this is done and over with an i'm still okay, i lived my life without you until you came into my life, we broke up and i have lived without you since... i think i can keep my head up high, and feet on the groung even though you are gone. I just can't deal with what you throw on the table, your an ass, and the next girl that gets you i hope they can deal with the shit you have with you.

love, the girl you'll never get back.

it's saturday night..

it's saturday, i have nothing to do. yestudary was a good night. One of the best night's i have had in along time.. but, tonight.. my mood has been weird i can't shake the sadness out of my head, i'm not sure what it's about though. But, i wish the snow would go away.. i feel that as soon that christmas is over that the snow should start to go away, but of course more and more has to fall! damn you snow.. I'm really excited for the new school sem. My classes are gonna be great, fun and long. I have Science, Music, Cooking and English. i'm looking forward too 3 classes, i hate science... BLAH! efhkladgkakghkl lol

but, here's the thing.. it's 2011, nothing new.. only heartbreak, failer, and sadness. i hate people that say "ohh, it's a new year, new me, new things!" yeahh, fuck that! it's just another year of bullshit. and the new joke of 2011, man she just called you mexian, ohhh hell no! hold my taco! what the hell is that? like come on, if we are gonna have a joke for 2011 that's make this shit funny, not fucking gayer then Hannah Monanta!

But, to big things... Asking Alexandria, Attack Attack, Bring Me The Herizon, Miss May I, August Burns Red, Blind Witness, and I See Stars are like my favorite bands right now.. i'm can't believe how much i can relaite to screamo music, it takes the angry, sadness and pumps you up! it cheers you up, and makes you want more.. but, it's 1:16 in the morning i'm up writing this, and listing to hannah monanta in the back round, when i had my friend over we stayed up till 5 then i woke up at 11:30.. my sleep is still effed up and i hate it..
but, i'll blog in the morning, might be going snowboarding and hanging out with friends till then, have a good sleep late night bloggers